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[31 May 2006|10:22pm] [ mood | *hyper* =) ] [ music | Sympathetic *by* Seether ] Hmmm.. Today was an actual good day! This morning i got woke up by the phone and it was for me but i didnt get to it in time =( && then i washed my hair and got ready && went to Karlies. Jeremy came and picked us up and then we took Kaylan to his friends house, then we went ridin around.. sheww so fun! we went threw town and then around the mountain and then to cranesnest(however its spelled) to see some sort of waterfall thing which was so pretty! then we went back to Karlies and her mom wanted us to go and get a pizza and some Dr. Pepper! lol so we went threw town and we saw some of the football guys walkin from liftin. haha then we headed toward Food City to get what we needed..lol we came out and saw Tims car so we decided to get in it and wait on him to find us lol. he didnt come out so we gave up. but we DID let him know someone had been in his car lol. Jeremy put a condom on his antenna (sp??) and we put the seats back all the way and leaned them back and we opened the console and i think Karla opened the glove department hehe* and i took his Mountain Dew* haha.. anyways Jeremy thought they went runnin around Fox Town so we drove threw there and i was like they prob went to food city to get somethin to eat. so we went back and his car was gone. so then we went threw town and passed him and he turned around and met us at the west end lol i thought it was so funny! Tim said that some cop saw him and gave him a weird look.. hmm i wonder why? lol But anyways today was a great day and i think im dealin with my break-up pretty good! at least me and Nathan are still friends =) But sheww i absolutely LOVE hangin out with Karlie and Jeremy.. they are crazy but i gotta love them! =) Leave em =) 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[29 May 2006|09:55pm] [ mood | Depressed.. =*( ] [ music | here by me *BY* 3 doors down =) ] wow its WAY past due for an update!! well since i last updated A LOT has went on.. -ScHooL- sheww school just flew right on by and its summer! sheww im a sophmore now and i only have 3 years left, wich they will go by WAY too fast! -FaMiLy- well me and my family are still the same-- dont really talk that much.. and of course i have problems with them and thats all i got to say lol -LoVe LiFe- where do i start?? sheww i started liking Nathan and well we talked and then dated and that lasted for one month and five days.. he just broke up with me today =( which ill tell the truth im totally bumed out over it and will prob be depressed for a while.. but i cant help it! ahh idk i guess i knew it was commin.. for like 3 weeks he had been actin weird and i know i prob told a few of you that and most told me to break up with him.. which i just could not do cuz i didnt wanna loose him! which i guess either way i wouldve =( sheww im startin to just hate guys! all they do is hurt you and i hate that! but honestly who dont? sheww!!! -SuMMeR- well i hope this summer ill see all of you! =) last summer sucked cuz i didnt do anything =( so if yall wanna do somethin just let me know!! i love you all and as retarted as this sounds plz pray for me! i am havin a lot of problems and i dont know exactally how to deal with them.. so id appreciate it! =) 10 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[18 Apr 2006|11:00pm] [ mood | happy =)) ] [ music | All At Once *by* The Fray ] Well I guess its time for another update.... -IM SO SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! and this is the first time in a long time that ive been so happy... some of you know what/who im talkin about!! =) Wow idk how to describe it.. im speechless except for im happy lol =) -Today was a GREAT day!!! Ive had suchha great time! -oh yea im the new mascott for the girls tennis team lol jk! Mrs. Grant said that haha -Im sick... that is a downer but its ok... ill be better soon i hope! -school is ok i guess... i havent done the earth science homework lol.. so i guess ill do it in the mornin -friends are GREAT.. i love em all to death! -love area-- well that is another story! ;) hehe its goin ok tho! -Im tired lol and thinkin of *h|m* =) so i think im gonna go to bed lol -i think this was a retarted update but oh well.. lets see some comments ;) ♥ 6 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[10 Apr 2006|05:25pm] [ mood | Bored* =/ ] [ music | I Write Sins Not Tragedies *bY* Panic! At The Disco ] Ahh im sittin here very bored so I thought that I would update since its been a long time.. lol Nothin really happening new for me.. just that I actually get to do something this summer and that is goin to Hawaii to visit Meagan and Jarrod.. Im really excited!! I cant wait.. hehe! But other than that I dunno what Ill do.. maybe go and see my sister in Jacksonville lol --sheww High School goes by really fast.. it seems like just yesterday it was our first day in the first semester! So its gone by really fast! lol I hope it dont go by faster as we get older cuz then it will just go by way too fast.. lol But anyways school sucked today cuz I couldnt go to sleep.. I was in bed and everything from 11 to like 1:30 and I just couldnt go to sleep =/ so I was sleepy at school. lol --Im so thankful for all of my wonderful friends.. I dunno what Id do without them.. && im also glad that Im starting to get closer with some of them and Im very happy about that! =) --&& the love life.. well its same as usual.. Im single.. oh well I guess... no one really likes me.. I guess guys just see me as a friend.. =/ Im thinkin about just givin up but idk.. sheww its so confusing =/ --I guess that is it for now... I dunno what else to say.. lol But Comments? plz! | LOVE you all! ♥♥♥ 4 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[18 Mar 2006|10:39pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Im in love with a stripper* =) ] Wow its been a long time since i updated this thing! lol But first off I just wanna say that I hope everyone is doin good! =) AnD that I got to see my dad!!! Yes, i got to see him for tha first time in a while! I was happy about it but it looks like he is doin a lil worse...hopefully he will get better! =) Tha last few days have been interesting! I got asked to prom and mom said no "im too young!" sheww moms get on my nerves! At least mine does..lol! Umm since this month is "Art appreciation month" My art class has to pick out some drawings and paintings that we have done to be displayed! sheww none of mine are that good but I finally picked a few out! =) But anyways things seem that they are gettin better for me! I might not act like it but thats just cuz at school im sorta sad and i dunno why but maybe ill be able to get in a better mood!! I think Im begining to be more positive about some things and that is great! lol its a big step for me. I must say that this weekend has been boring! But maybe its gonna change by tomorrow! =) ~R*a~N*d~0*m~S* -I LOVE BRITTANY SMITH!! I dunno what tha hell id do without that girl! sheww we seem to be gettin pretty close...and i must say that i dont know what ill do my junior and senior years without her! ((her lil sis is ADORABLE!)) -Me and Mary have been talkin more and im so happy about that because me and her used to be SO close! and i hope we will get back that way! I love that girl! and we live right beside each other!! =) -I was gonna go to a party tonight but tha person who was gonna take me didnt call me back =( -Kala is leavin in like 2 months and I dont know who ill talk to about every little thing that goes on with me because I tell her everything! sheww i love her and im gonna miss her so bad! -Laci's last day is Wednesday...sheww im gonna miss her too!\ -I hope Taylor dont leave us! -I think Im gonna go to Hawaii this summer to visit Meg and Jarrod!! YAY I CANT WAIT!! =) I miss them! -Im really bored/tired! lol..I dunno how that can be but that is how i feel =) -I dont wanna go to school on Monday!!! but then again.. who does?? -Im done udatin this thing!... hehe =) ♥I LOVE YALL! 8 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[09 Mar 2006|09:50pm] [ mood | Bored* ] [ music | some song called small town .... i dunno who by tho =) ] Ok so im really bored right now so I guess Ill update. Its probably gonna be really random but oh well.. lol Things have been ok for me i guess....not really but i try to make them good.. which somehow I guess I make them worse.. i just dont know.. School is goin good i guess, its tha same ol' drama every single day and I hate that..but maybe it will get better.. I doubt that but im hopin! I LOVE ART.. lol its like tha best class Ive got.. I think its just tha people in it tho.. =) Im doin pretty good in tha other classes i guess. My friends are great! I dunno what tha hell id do without all of you guys!! In tha love department.. well nothin happenin as always.. I guess tha anonymous person was right about me...But oh well I guess, Im gettin to tha point where i just dont care.... I think i might possibly like someone but i just dont know yet.. I just really need to get over HIM!! Family, ahh my family is ok i guess..I dont really talk to them that much.. especially my dad, i havent talked to him in like a month or saw him in about 2 months but oh well.. i really miss my siter and brother-in-law!! i cant wait till they come in again.. My mom is ok too, me and her really dont talk that much and I stay in my room all tha time when im home.. I guess i just like to be in here and think about stuff....This weekend is gonna suck so bad cuz i dont have anything to do at all and i need to hang out with some of my friends that i havent in a while... Well I guess nowadays I just feel lost.. if that makes since.. I feel like an outsider..I know you all are thinkin thats retarted of me but its tha truth.. I just dont know what to do now about ANYTHING.. I think i need a boyfriend cuz it seems like everyone that i know has that special someone in their life and i think that i need someone! But i doubt anyone would ever date me or anything.. Im just tha friend type.. oh well i guess I might eventually find that someone tho...lol Well I guess that is all for now....I dunno what else to say... 4 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[06 Mar 2006|07:56pm] [ mood | Confused* lol as always =) ] [ music | I Go Blind *BY* Hootie and the blowfish ] Im really bored right now so here is a survey thing...i think i might have done it before but oh well because im bored lol 100 QUESTIONS: 001. Name: Stevie 002. Nickname: Stevie Rae Voughn, Steverino, Steverino Ca Ca, and Caroline 003. Single or taken: single 004. Place of Birth: Wise, Va 005. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius 006. Male or Female: female 007. Your last name: Moore 008. School: Clintwood High School 009. Occupation: None 010. Residence: Clintwood, VA 011. Your sn: stevie_caroline __Your appearance___ 012. Hair Color: brown 013. Hair Long or Short: short 014. Eye Color: green 015. How do your nails look: ok i guess 016. Height: 5' almost 5'1 017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yep 018. Do you like yourself: no 019. Braces?: nope 020. Think your hott?: Not at all.. 021. Piercings: yes.. 022. Tattoo: Not yet.. 023. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Currently___ 049. Eating: Nothin 050. Drinking: Mountain Dew 051. Mood: depressed 052. Online: yes i sure am 053. Listening to: music =) 054. Thinking About: life 055. Wanting To: get outta my house* 056. Watching: Wildfire* 057. Wearing: PJ's ___Your Future___ 058. Want Kids?: maybe someday 059. Want to Get Married?: yepp 060. Careers in Mind: ahh i dont know that yet __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___ 067. Cute or Sexy: a little of both* 068. Lips or Eyes: umm eyes 069. Hugs or Kisses: both* 070. Short or Tall: taller than me..but thats not too hard to find lol 071. Easy going?: yep 072. Romantic or Spontaneous: umm a lil both* 073. Fatty or Skinny: idk.. 074. Sensitive or Loud: well i guess a lil both* 075. Hook-up or Relationship: both 076. Sweet or Caring: BOTH* 077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: humm.. i dont know ___Have You Ever___ 078. Kissed a Stranger: nah 079. Drank Bubbles?: no i dont think i have... 080. Lost glasses/contacts: yea 081. Ran Away From Home: nope. 082. Broken a Bone: yes 083. Got an X-ray: sure have. 084. Broken Someones Heart: i doubt it* 085. Broke Up With Someone: yes 086. Turned Someone Down: yep 087. Cried When Someone Died: yes 088. Cried At School: yea ___Do You Believe In___ 089. God: yea 090. Miracles: yea i guess so 091. Love At First Sight: no not really 092. Ghosts: yea 093. Aliens: nah 095. Heaven: yep 096. Hell: yea 098. Kissing on The First Date: yea 099. Horoscopes: not really ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You cant have? yea and they absoultly hate me... hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[26 Feb 2006|10:49am] [ mood | Pissed at myself* ] [ music | Let Her Cry *BY* Hootie And The Blowfish ] Okaii* well a lot has happened...I got in a fight with one of my friends and I accused someone of saying some shit that they didnt.... So i think this update Im gonna appoligize.... Karla-Im so sry about everything that has been going on....I really dont like him and I would NEVER do that to you! I hope you and jeremy are together forever!!! Tim-Well I accused you of something that you didnt do and Im so sorry about that. I was a complete bitch to you and I wish that I could take it all back. I dont know why I blamed you but it was really fuckin retarted of me. I should know you wouldnt do that or say that shit. But I guess what all Im tryin to say is that IM REALLY SORRY and I hope you will forgive me. I know i messed up and i see that now and Im really sorry!!! To everyone else Ive been a bitch to-Im sry for ever hurting you all! 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[23 Feb 2006|06:06pm] [ mood | =) ] [ music | All Ive Ever Wanted-Shinedown ] Hey guys!* Well I think its time for another update =) My life seems like its always tha same in everything no matter what I do. I really am tryin to be more positive and happy about things but I dont think thats really helpin me. I dont know what would except that one guy that I could talk to and know he is always there for me and well I still havent found him =( I wish I could tho and really soon cuz I need someone right now! I have no clue what is wrong with me!? Is it that im ugly or fat or what? Cuz all i know is that Im not tha girl any guy is lookin for and well I dont know who would ever date me and well that list is probably very short...But tha one guy I do like ((and most of you know who im talkin about)) he dont like me and I know it! =( But I still wanna be friends with him and I think he is lookin for a girl and I hope he finds her even if its not me cuz well I just want him to be happy! But enough about that...School is goin pretty good right now and I have to say that I just LOVE art! lol Its one of tha best classes Ive got right now! I really dont like tha paint but oh well. Im clumsy in it too but its still tha best....I do have to say that all of my classes are great! I like em' all and Im very happy with tha people in them cuz I dont know what Id do without most of my friends! They are tha best! =) And Ive made new friends as well and that is good! I also like all of my teachers....I thought that Mrs. Dunford was gonna be hard but she isnt, shes actually pretty cool! I just hope that she stays this way with our class cuz we are LOUD lol! I think that High School is SO much better than Elementarty! I love it! I thought that it would be so much harder and stuff but its really not at its a lot better than elem and I gurss that goes tha same for most people =) And to leave you all with a lil something that I thought was funny.... ((mary put this thing on myspace and i thought it was so funny....sry mary i just had to put it on here)) Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick-a big eel ;had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. After a while they both quit moving and gave a great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet. 6 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[21 Feb 2006|11:01pm] [ mood | hehe =) ] [ music | What Hurts The Most *by* Rascal Flatts ] OKAii* I guess its time for another update..But nothin new has really happened so I guess ill do this thing that I stole off of Tim's journal....its long but im bored so what tha hell.. Basics : [ .001. ] first name: Stevie [ .002. ] middle name: Caroline [ .003. ] last name: Moore [ .004. ] nickname(s): Steve-o, Steverino, Steverino Ca Ca.? [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] age: 15 [ .007. ] birthday: 2/04/91 [ .008. ] height: 5'1 maybe 5'2 [ .009. ] hair color: brown [ .010. ] eye color: Green [ .011. ] race: White [ .012. ] Glasses or contacts: none [ .013. ] do you have braces: nope [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long [ .015. ] where were you born: Wise, Va [ .016. ] current location: Clintwood, Va [ .017. ] zodiac sign: Aquarius [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: One [ .020. ] bad habits: Dont know [ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 [ .022. ] piercings you want: Dont know [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none [ .024. ] tattoos you want: at least one [ .025. ] today's date: 02/21/06 [ .026. ] the time: 10:21 [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: i guess . : Family : . [ .028. ] mother's name: Jequita [ .029. ] father's name: Steve [ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: Dereck [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Dana [ .033. ] favorite aunt: Aunt Becky [ .034. ] favorite uncle: Kevin [ .035. ] favorite grandparents: i guess my great grandmother [ .036. ] worst relative: Ummm Dont know [ .037. ] best relative: Dont know [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: most of the time [ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you? i dont know && i doubt it . : Pets : . [ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes [ .041. ] what are their names: Sugar and Toby [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: A Cat & a Dog . : School : . [ .043. ] are you still in school: Yeah [ .044. ] did you drop out: No [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: I have no clue..? [ .046. ] favorite grade: Dont know [ .047. ] least favorite grade: Dont know [ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Mullins [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mrs. Craft [ .050. ] favorite subject: Algebra [ .051. ] least favorite subject: Science [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: nope [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: idk [ .055. ] are/were you popular: i guess [ .056. ] favorite dance: hell idk [ .057. ] favorite memory: Idk [ .058. ] least favorite dance: idk [ .059. ] least favorite memory: idk [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: hmm... . : Favorites : . [ .061. ] number: 7 & 14 [ .062. ] clothing brand: Aeropostale and American Eagle [ .063. ] shoes: idk [ .064. ] saying: Hellz yea [ .065. ] tv show: idk [ .066. ] sport: to watch-football to play-basketball [ .067. ] vegetable: umm carrots [ .068. ] fruit: grapes [ .069. ] movie: idk [ .070. ] magazine: idk [ .071. ] actor: idk [ .072. ] actress: idk [ .073. ] candy: idk [ .074. ] gum: Orbit green or blue kind [ .075. ] scent: sweet pea [ .076. ] candy bar: idk [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: vanilla [ .078. ] color: blue.. [ .079. ] season: Summer [ .080. ] holiday: Christmas [ .081. ] band: dont know [ .082. ] singer: Idk [ .083. ] group: i have no clue [ .084. ] rapper: none [ .085. ] type of music: rock or country [ .086. ] thing in your room: my computer [ .087. ] place to be: away from home =) [ .088. ] radio station: 95.5 [ .089. ] tv channel: mtv [ .090. ] junk food: idk [ .091. ] overall food: chicken [ .092. ] store: idk [ .093. ] shoe brand: idk [ .094. ] fast food: dont really like fast food [ .095. ] restaurant: idk [ .096. ] shape: hell i have no clue.. [ .097. ] time of day: Noon [ .098. ] country: usa [ .099. ] state: VA [ .100. ] boys name: ******* ***** [ .101. ] girls name: I dont know.. [ .102. ] mall: Fort Henery...i guess [ .103. ] video game: idk [ .104. ] shampoo: Tresemae....however you spell it [ .105. ] board game: umm... Monopoly [ .106. ] computer game: solitaire [ .107. ] car: idk [ .108. ] music video: idk [ .109. ] swear word: fuck [ .110. ] word: damn [ .111. ] month: February [ .112. ] cartoon character: i dunno [ .113. ] scary movie: Umm dont really like em' [ .114. ] team: idk [ .115. ] possession: my ipod . : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : . [ .116. ] eminem: rapper [ .117. ] dog: animal [ .118. ] hot: someone.... [ .119. ] britney spears: whore [ .120. ] nsync: retarted [ .121. ] real world: a show [ .122. ] orange: fruit [ .123. ] choice: umm idk [ .124. ] fuck: a word [ .125. ] bisexual: lol...i cant say [ .126. ] black: color [ .127. ] icq: LOVE IT* [ .128. ] insane clown posse: I hate clowns [ .129. ] linkin park: band [ .130. ] jack: name [ .131. ] rainbow: colors [ .132. ] cherry: lol idk [ .133. ] cucumber: garnden [ .134. ] shark: SCARY* [ .135. ] lifehouse: idk [ .136. ] bats: animals [ .137. ] leather: wallet [ .138. ] whip: umm....sex toy [ .139. ] america: where i live [ .140. ] water: ocean [ .141. ] volcano: lava . : This or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: neither [ .147. ] rap or r&b: neither [ .148. ] rap or metal: neither [ .149. ] pop or r&b: neither [ .150. ] pop or metal: none [ .151. ] r&b or metal: none [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park [ .153. ] tool or korn: idk [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: idk [ .155. ] hot or cold: hot [ .156. ] winter or summer: summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: Spring [ .158. ] shakira or britney: idk [ .159. ] icp or eminem: idk [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: idk [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: idk [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv [ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls [ .165. ] football or basketball: football [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter olympics [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding [ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding [ .169. ] black or white: white [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: PINK [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun [ .175. ] inside or outside: outside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: idk [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: idk [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: idk [ .184. ] prep or punk: idk [ .185. ] slut or whore: ?? . : Private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope [ .187. ] do you have a crush: YES [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: no not really.. [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no [ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: idk [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: a guy [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 0 [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: two [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: umm he is nice(when he wants to be)and cute!* [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no [ .197. ] please post it if you do: Nah [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea [ .199. ] please post it if you do: NO [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: nope [ .202. ] are you still friends: idk [ .203. ] so moving along...do you smoke: no [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: nah [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope [ .206. ] how about a little x: no [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: idk [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: nope. [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: i guess [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: NONE [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yea [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: .. : Would you ever : . [ .215. ] bungee jump: yes [ .216. ] sky dive: yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes [ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: NO! [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: NO [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No [ .223. ] cross-dress: idk [ .224. ] lie to the police: yea [ .225. ] run from the police: Yes [ .226. ] lie to your parents: YES...hasnt everyone? [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: maybe [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nah [ .230. ] streak: nah . : Your friends : . [ .231. ] best friend: Umm I have lots! [ .232. ] known longest: Mary [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: all of em' [ .234. ] wish you saw more: all of em' [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: idk [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: no one really... [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: idk [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Nope [ .239. ] craziest: hell i dont know [ .240. ] loudest: Adrian =) [ .241. ] shyest: Tim* [ .242. ] best hair: idk i guess Brittany Baker [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: All of em' hehe =) [ .244. ] best eyes: lol idk [ .245. ] best body: idk [ .246. ] most athletic: taylor [ .247. ] sex symbol: idk [ .248. ] hot tempered: idk [ .249. ] most impatient: lol i dunno Karla [ .250. ] shortest: Karla [ .251. ] tallest: Courtney or Ambyr [ .252. ] talented: idk [ .253. ] best singer: idk [ .254. ] skinniest: idk [ .255. ] nicest: all of em' [ .256. ] best personality: all of em' [ .257. ] biggest drug user: humm idk . : Have you ever : . [ .258. ] flashed someone: No [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yea and turned down =( [ .260. ] been to michigan: Nope [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: not yet* [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope [ .263. ] skateboarded: nope [ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope [ .265. ] stolen anything?: yea [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yea [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: my cousins... [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yea [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle?: yea [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: hell no! [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Yea [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope =( [ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah [ .276. ] been to another country: nope [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes! [ .278. ] got pulled over: not yet* [ .279. ] go in a car accident: nope [ .280. ] broke a law: yes [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yea && it worked! [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: hehe =) NO! . : Opinions : . [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: idk [ .288. ] about boy bands: idk [ .289. ] about flag burning: RETARTED AS HELL!!!! [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: they can just leave me tha fuck alone* [ .293. ] about abortion: umm i really dont know, i guess thats their business [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: like it* [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully happily married [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hopefully all of em' . : What did you do : . [ .297. ] last birthday: Nothing really.. [ .298. ] yesterday: stayed at home [ .299. ] last weekend: dont remember [ .300. ] christmas: stayed home [ .301. ] thanksgiving: Sisters house [ .302. ] new year's eve: nothing [ .303. ] halloween: went out [ .304. ] easter: nothing [ .305. ] valentine's day: be depressed cuz ive nvr had a valentine =( . : the last : . [ .306. ] thing you ate: chicken [ .307. ] thing you drank: sprite [ .308. ] thing you wore: adidas jeans and a T-shirt [ .309. ] place you went: school [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears [ .311. ] person you saw: my step-dad [ .312. ] person you kissed: i dont remember its been a long time [ .313. ] person you fucked: no one [ .314. ] person you talked to: cousin [ .315. ] person who hurt you: A guy....******* ***** ******* . : Now : . [ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing [ .317. ] what are you drinking: sprite [ .318. ] what are you wearing: pajamas [ .319. ] any shoes on: nope [ .320. ] hair: up* [ .321. ] listening to: music [ .322. ] talking to anyone: ppl on ICQ [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: yea a lil . : Yes or no : . [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no [ .325. ] do you like cows: i guess.... [ .326. ] are you a bitch: yea sometimes [ .327. ] are you artistic: sometimes [ .328. ] do you write poetry: nope [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: idk [ .330. ] can you ski: nope [ .331. ] are you british: nope [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: NO! [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no lol [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: nope [ .335. ] would you eat mac&cheese with hot dogs in it: no [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': yea lol [ .337. ] are you straight: yeah [ .338. ] are you ? stupid, ? insane, and another ? physically handicapped: just stupid [ .339. ] are you weird: Yea [ .340. ] are you bored: YeS! [ .341. ] are you short: hell yes [ .342. ] are you tall: hell no! [ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yea [ .344. ] how about orange pants: NO! [ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no [ .346. ] are you evil: yea...everyone is in their own way.. [ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: nope [ .348. ] is britney a whore: yea [ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no [ .350. ] am i annoying you: nah [ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no [ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: ummm no [ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: ... [ .354. ] well, have you?: ... [ .355. ] do you shop at hot topic: No! . : Random questions : . [ .356. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: A bird lol [ .357. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: chicken [ .358. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes [ .359. ] do you dream in color or black and white: i think color [ .360. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yes i sure do* [ .361. ] can people read you like a book: sometimes [ .362. ] what's your biggest fear: heights [ .363. ] do you talk a lot: yes! [ .364. ] are you afraid of clowns: yes!!!! [ .365. ] do you like spiders: NO!! [ .366. ] how about grape kool-aid: yea [ .367. ] can you drive: yea [ .368. ] are you spoiled: yea a lil [ .369. ] are you anti-social: idk [ .370. ] do you see dumb people: yea [ .371. ] any last words: im still bored as hell.... [ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: get some more sprite.. 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[20 Feb 2006|05:04pm] [ mood | sick* ] [ music | It Only Hurts *By* Default ] *Ok so I was a lil depressed friday but thats ok lol. Saturday I just thought a lot about stuff and I came to realize Im WAY too negative about things and I need to get outta that! hehe =) And Sunday I got to go to Karla's house to do homework, Im so surprised Kristi let me come! And well today has just been one of those "bored as hell" days and i havent got to do much this weekend but I guess thats cuz Im sick* and I have to say it sucks bein sick...sheww it seems like im always sick but hopefully ill get better lol! *Well guys I got a myspace and if you wanna you can add me! www.myspace.com/stevie_caroline --> I didnt do it tho I got my cousin Meagan to lol! Im not too good with stuff like that but I guess thats just the blonde in me =) *I HOPE TO GOD THAT WE HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW! I know im a dork but i cant help it* I love gettin outta this damn house and gettin to see my friends* hehe =) and another reason is I dont wanna be here bored outta my mind with nothin to do! *I guess thats all for now! <3 you all* Here is a lil something for you guys to do =) 1.Your Full Name: ---> 2. Age: ---> 3. Favorite Color? ---> 4. Favorite Movie: ---> 5. Favorite Song: ---> 6. Favorite Band: ---> 7. Most Embarassing Moment: ---> 8. Are you a virgin? ---> . . . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . . . 1. Are we friends? ---> 2. Do you think im weird? ---> 3. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? ---> 4. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: ---> 5. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? ---> 6. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? ---> 7. have you heard any rumors of me lately? ---> 8. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? ---> 9. Do you think I'm a good person? ---> 10. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? ---> 11. Do you think I'm nice? ---> 12. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't? ---> 13. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you? ---> 14. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be? ---> 15.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? ---> 6 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[17 Feb 2006|07:14pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Tonight I Wanna Cry-Keith Erban ] Okaii* Well I guess its time for another one of my updates* Today was ok i guess, the drama we had was pretty funny! Well the rest of the day just pretty much sucked but oh well. I dont have any plans for the weekend and I guess Im just gonna have another boring weekend.....but Ive came to realize that life is just one big mess and that everytime I "think" im happy, it just all gets turned around, its like Im in one big dream. I know people think that I dont really try to make things better but I really do and somehow I always end up messin things up. Today my stupid self asked Tim why he didnt like me and that I have liked him for a while now and I knew that he DIDNT like me anyways but yea I went and done something that of course I regret now and to be honest I regret ever tellin him that I liked him in the first place. But all the guys I like NEVER like me back. I guess the thing that I really wonder sometimes is why cant i ever get a boyfriend? I mean I am nice to people or at least I try to be. But sometimes I guess I come off as a bitch but I mean Im just so tired of being alone! Im always sad about stuff and I just try to hide it, and I guess I dont do that good of a job because most of my friends see right threw me. But I do know that the biggest reason guys dont like me is because Im not that pretty and skinny girl every guy is looking for and Im sorry that Im not! I really am, but I am who I am and I wish I could change that and believe me Ive tried but it just dont work with me. I really need a guy to talk to and have fun with and to hang out with but I dont have that guy and Im startin to give up because I have had "faith" for a long time and well nothing good is happeing for me at all right now, just bad or sad stuff that just get me depressed and I wanna be happy so bad no one knows! I just cant be, nothin makes me happy. Right now I really need that one guy to rely on and to always be there for me. But thats not happenin either. I guess im just so tired of going to school and seein everyone with there boyfriend/girlfriend and they are so happy and I wish I had that but I just dont! Sheww Im always the 3rd or 5th wheel where ever I go and it sucks...im not gonna lie. To tell you all the truth Im havin a lot of problems in my life right now and I just dont know what to do about it. I just dont know what to do about anything anymore! I know I said in one of my last updates that I was gonna change and be happy but I just cant! I just dont know anymore, all I know right now is this update is really startin to depress me more than what I already am...But life sucks and then you die, so I guess that is just how its gonna be for me.... 6 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[16 Feb 2006|07:52pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Do Without-Blanket ] Well nothin much really happened today except in Art* OMG we are workin with paint right now and we have to have this cup of water so we can wash our brushes && well i was gettin up and lifted my jacket off my lap and the sleeve or something from it hit the cup of water and well it spilled!! ALL OF IT* lol it was pretty funny tho....Mrs.Blevins and Brittany Smith helped me clean it up..lol thanks Britt* <3 you! Well Jeremy Reed kept makin fun of me about it and since he believes in karma I told him he was gonna fall today cuz he laughed at me lol but he probably didnt* Everyone laughed pretty much except me and Britt* <3 sheww im such a clutz ((sp?)) lol but that was the highlight of my day* Im just so surprised that i didnt ruin my paintin or my clothes =) but i guess we all have lil accidents♥ But i got a ride home with Tim today cuz well the people on the bus are startin to get on my nerves, so I just asked Tim to take me home and well he did lol* thanks Timmy* Tomorrow at school we are havin a drama and im pretty excited to get outta class!! lol But i hope its gonna be fun or something cuz I think its about Valentines Day and well no valentine for me =( but oh well maybe next year ;) I guess that pretty much it for now....Leave em* hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[15 Feb 2006|07:43pm] [ mood | Im a dork today...lol* ] [ music | Get Stoned-*Hinder* ] Hey bitches* ♥♥♥ We had school today and I have to say I was pretty excited lol I know Im a dork but so what me and Brittany Smith are dorks together ;) and I guess the reason I was so happy was because I got to see all my friends and Ive missed them SO MUCH!* And plus it gets me outta the house* hehe =) I had a good day except 4th block was a lil sad cuz everyone got flowers from people and I didnt get any* But I was happy to see everyone else happy* In a way I just dont care cuz Valentines Day is reatarted lol* But Jeremy got Karla 1/2 dozen roses and she cried* It was so sweet tho and I saw them exchange gifts and they are just so sweet* lol I wish I had that* My day will come tho I guess... Sheww I swear I absolutely dread school tomorrow cuz we are on regular schedule and well that sux cuz I dont do too well at gettin up early hehe* I look foward to Art tho lol ((we are workin with paint and its sorta fun*)) But me and Britt arent too well at it hehe =) and it REALLY messy* There are some projects comin up that is going to suck because they look so hard but Ill just try my best* Well algebra isnt as bad as I thought....&& English is SO fun, I have a hudge class and a lot of my friends are in there && Im really happy about that lol* earth science, well im actually doin really good in there! Im proud of myself cuz I used to get Cs in science but now im gettin As...I guess thats where earth science is the easiest tho lol* Well I guess thats it for now =) I love you all* Plz leave comments* 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[14 Feb 2006|12:06am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Lips of an angel-Hinder ] Well here goes another update..Im bored!* Okaii so its Valentines Day right now and I have to say I hate this damn holiday.....Im always alone on it and its just another holiday I get to spend without seeing my dad....oh well i guess! Things couldnt really get any worse and I dont seein them gettin any better, especially in the "love" department! Oh well maybe ill get over it..lol. I really hope everyone has a good day with their valentine =) ♥♥♥ 5 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[13 Feb 2006|08:01pm] [ mood | I wanna go to school* ] [ music | Silver Bullet- Hawthorne Heights ] okayy... Well today was fuckin boring* I havent had anything to do so my day has sucked! && on top of that there inst school tomorrow and I really wanna go! lol Im such a dork! ((but me and Britt are dorks together...I love you Britt)) All ive done today is well mostly talk to Jeremy cuz Karla is grounded and we both are really bored...lol ((Thank you so much Jeremy for that LONG list of songs* Im sry Tim that your in pain right now, but I hope you feel better soon* Kala, Im glad you decided to get a journal...again lol! I hope everyone has had a GREAT weekend and day off!! I love all you guys and i guess thats all for now! Comments Plz* ♥♥♥ 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[12 Feb 2006|06:50pm] [ mood | Bored as hell ] [ music | Heroes-Shinedown ] Well we dont have school tomorrow and that sucks cuz i want to leave this house!! lol But in a ways its good. I cant wait for stupid Valentines Day to be OVER with! Shew I hate that holiday!* Oh well I guess it will go by when it does. Today was a boring day cuz I cant go anywhere and I havent talked to anyone so Ive been bored as hell! But I do hope everyone had a good day today and stuff* Tomorrow is probably gonna be worse than today cuz I have to go another day of not seein all my friends! Oh well I guess Ill live! Well thats all for now I love you guys♥ =) 2 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[11 Feb 2006|09:12pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Move Along-The All-American Rejects ] Okaii* I changed everything on my journal......do you like it? Today was a pretty good day I went to Karlas and we done English and then we came up here for a little while......Im glad we are friends cuz I honestly dont know what I would do without her* && to all my other friends Mary, Adrian, Laci, Britt B, Britt M, Rashell, Britt S, Steph, Courtney, and all you others thank you so much for bein there for me I really appreciate it* I love all you guys♥ and you know I dont know why Ive been in a bad mood or anything cuz I have a lot of good stuff goin for me right now and so what if i dont have a bf, i have all my friends and family!! and of course i have to WWJD!! lol (( also, thank you jeremy)) and to everyone that ive been a bitch to im so so sorry and im startim over, i mean it im goin to be happy and not make life sad or anything!! OMG the snow is so beautifl I love it* && we probably wont have school Mon and I guess thats a good thing but to tell you guys the truth I love school, its startin to get fun and i get to see everyone so i love school lol im such a dork!! But the only thing that i dont like about high school is all the drama...sheww way too much drama but over all its okaii* But I hope everyone is havin a GREAT weekend* I love you guys* *COMMENTS PLZ* Im bored as hell so i got this survey thing off someones journal... 100 QUESTIONS: 001. Name: Stevie 002. Nickname: Stevie rae voughn,steveo,steveorino, && steveorino ca ca lol 003. Single or taken: single 004. Place of Birth: Wise 005. Zodiac Sign: aquarius 006. Male or Female: female 007. Your last name: Moore 008. School: Clintwood High School 009. Occupation: None 010. Residence: Clintwood, VA 011. Your sn: stevie_caroline __Your appearance___ 012. Hair Color: brown 013. Hair Long or Short: long 014. Eye Color: green 015. How do your nails look: ok, i guess 016. Height: umm like 5'1 not even that 017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yea 018. Do you like yourself: not really 019. Braces?: nope 020. Think your hott?: No 021. Piercings: ears 022. Tattoo: no 023. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Currently___ 049. Eating: Nothing 050. Drinking: Sprite 051. Mood: happy i guess 052. Online: yea 053. Listening to: the tv 054. Thinking About: stuff 055. Wanting To: get outta the house 056. Watching: VH1 057. Wearing: clothes ___Your Future___ 058. Want Kids?: maybe 059. Want to Get Married?: yes 060. Careers in Mind: dont know __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___ 067. Cute or Sexy: a lil both 068. Lips or Eyes: both 069. Hugs or Kisses: hugs && kisses 070. Short or Tall: well its pretty hard to find any one shorter than me 071. Easy going?: yea 072. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic and a lil spontaneous 073. Fatty or Skinny: idk 074. Sensitive or Loud: both 075. Hook-up or Relationship: both 076. Sweet or Caring: both 077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: idk ___Have You Ever___ 078. Kissed a Stranger: nope 079. Drank Bubbles?: no... 080. Lost glasses/contacts: yea, my brother-in-laws hehe 081. Ran Away From Home: no 082. Broken a Bone: yep 083. Got an X-ray: yep 084. Broken Someones Heart: i doubt it* 085. Broke Up With Someone: yea 086. Turned Someone Down: yea 087. Cried When Someone Died: yea 088. Cried At School: yea ___Do You Believe In___ 089. God: yea 090. Miracles: idk 091. Love At First Sight: nah 092. Ghosts: yea 093. Aliens: no 095. Heaven: yea 096. Hell: yes 098. Kissing on The First Date: yea 099. Horoscopes: not really ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You cant have? yes and it dont really matter 10 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[10 Feb 2006|11:11pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | none ] Okaii* -So i havent updated in a LONG time because of my computer, it was fucked up and my mom took it to get it fixed so now im EXTREMELY happy that ive got my computer back...lol -Went to the game tonight and we won 3 outta 4 so we did good and Tim brought me, Jeremy, Karla, and Eric home. ((thanks Tim)) I had a pretty good time at the game I just wasnt in a very good mood and Im sorry if I was a bitch to anyone!! I just had a lot of things on my mind....Well guess Ill go and try to download EVERYTHING again...so fun!! Leave em plz!* I love you all♥ 6 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

[25 Jan 2006|10:17pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | 45-Shinedown ] OK, some of you have been wondering why im always so down and not as happy as i used to be. Well here it is: -my dad is sick and well i dont wanna get into that -i dont have as many friends as i once did -ive began to see that ive been changing and i hate it!! -i dont know what to do with anything anymore -everything seems like its fallin apart -my grades are slowly goin down -ive been havin the WORST luck with guys and friends -&& i guess overall im just lost But oh well i guess maybe sometime things will get better but for now i just have to TRY to be as happy as possible. And of corse i have to give some shout outs!! -Ambyr, im really sry about what is goin on right now for you! -Karla, thanks for bein there Im glad we are friends -Adrian, thank you so much for bein my friend ((i dont know what id do w/o you!)) -Kay-Lay, I love you && we needhang out more =) -Mary, I love you && hope things start gettin better for you!! -Rashell, Im so happy for you && Garrick!! -Brittany Smith, I seriously dont know what i would do without you in art!! -Jeremy, thanks for all our lil talks!! lol youve really helped me! -Ginger, I love you! =) -Taylor, I wish we had at least one class together!! -Jessica, Thank you so much for bein there for me, I LOVE YOU! -If i have forgotten anyone im sry!! I do thank everyone that has been there for me && i love you all ♥ 10 uNdErStAnD hOw MuCh I lOvE hIm♥

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